Monday 13th April

Today I woke up later than planned. I still feel so panicky and horrible about generally everything. Argh. Started making notes for PDEs. I'm not taking anything in. I can't remember anything. As soon as I learn one thing, I forget something else. This isn't helpful. My mum took Tom and I for a walk up to Aber Falls, and for a little while I forgot about stressing out and climbed over the rocks and paddled in the river and pretty much tired myself out. Came back, more PDEs notes. We had a roast dinner. More notes. Watched The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas. Cried. More notes. Ate ice cream and mars bar sauce. More notes. I really should go to bed. I haven't learnt a thing.